December 2008
w.y.i.j.m. (open your eyes)
we laid there in the grass, half outside and all the way under the sky and you held my hand, in and out until a star fell on the other side of the world. i saw it but you missed it so we just laid half outside all the way under the sky and waited for tomorrow night. maybe next time. maybe this could never end
“[Patrick Stump]’ll be like, ‘Travis, hit this note!’ and I’ll be like, ‘Just...”
– Travis McCoy (via pavlove) (via harmonies) (via givemegravity) (via rainiscalling)
new years resolution = stop picking/biting nails. i hope i can do it.
i’ve read four books so far over break
“thank you Lord; for this oil slick. for her car wreck. for i’m lovesick....”
me: do you think about your parents a lot?
him: sometimes.
me: do you miss them?
him: yes.
me: do you think they're watching you?
him: i think they've given up.
me: i think they wish you didn't give up.
i have a new best friend
my fingers fit her perfectly. i think lucy was made for me.
“And the Grinch, with his Grinch-feet ice cold in the snow, stood puzzling and puzzling, how could it be so? It came without ribbons. It came without tags. It came without packages, boxes or bags. And he puzzled and puzzled ‘till his puzzler was sore. Then the Grinch thought of something he hadn’t before. What if Christmas, he thought, doesn’t come from a store. What if...
“you haven’t come this far to fall off the earth”
– swim
the only thing i want for christmas is a boy. too bad for me
what some men will do here for diamonds what some men will do here for gold they’re wounded but they just keep on climbing and they sleep by the side of the road
this is the best december i can ever remember having. thanks.
listen to the call by regina spektor
“if you broke it, you can fix it.”
“pick your poison”
i want to make you as lonely as me, so you can get...
there’s a big christmas tree sitting in my library and i’m happy and excited for christmas.
on another note: i’ve been looking back on my old [livejournal] entries and i miss this summer. it was a lot better than i let myself remember it was. i miss babysitting. hooker boots. tons of bracelets. fake nails. having money to spend on what i wanted, when i wanted. warped tour....
i’m happy. you deserve to be too.
holy shit. how.
"it's not luck, i'm blessed"
my room is so warm and cozy and clean. it’s 9:30 and i’m going to bed. christmas will be soon. i love my life right now.
“last night i knew what to say/but you weren’t there to hear it”
– the academy is…
“so pleased with a daydream that now living’s no good”
– bright eyes
i love getting shit done and out of the way. christmas is soon
i’m reading ethan frome, and it’s the only school-required reading i’ve liked in two years
“i’m a young one stuck in the thoughts of an old one’s head”
“dear gravity, you held me down in this starless city”
– folie á deux
i don’t know what to do with myself right now. i’m pretty much sobbing and this is incredible and the thing is, i feel like my life will never be the same
this is how i know
just to feel like you
the road outside my house is paved with good intentions. hired a construction crew, ‘cause it’s hell on the engine. you are the dreamer, and we are the dream: i can write it better than you ever felt it
sometimes we take chances/sometimes we take pills
top 5 albums of 2008, in order of my preference:
1. foile a deux - fall out boy
2. howl - empires
3. razia’s shadow - forgive durden
4. maybe i’m dreaming - owl city
5. pretty. odd. - panic at the disco
i like how i already know that fad is number one on my list although it hasn’t even come out yet
i see him in three days.i see him in three days.i see him in three days.
“it’s called investigating, not stalking”
things to look forward to
-december 16th. folie á deux.
-christmas/christmas break
-sweet 16 in april
-fall out boy in may. it’s been way too fucking long.
megan is my favorite person in my life at the moment