February 2010
this is how you'll know i'm safe
i’ve been depressed. a few weeks ago it was nighttime, the worst time, and i was in my room thinking “i want to kill myself, i want to kill myself” and i thought i was going to. i actually knew i was going to die. but then for some reason, i thought of zack.
zack is the little 4-year old that i babysit. i’ve been watching him for almost two years, as well as his two...
January 2010
you got me this time but i’ll get you back.
wow i haven’t listened to the academy is in ages.. i actually forgot what black mamba sounded like
i’ve been in one fight. it was in high school during one of my basketball...
– http://www.formspring.me/symphonysoldier
she knows she’s more than just a little misunderstood, she has trouble...
SO BORED →
lying in bed trying to fall asleep. ASK ME QUESTIONS UNTIL I DO http://www.formspring.me/alyssamoore
slow down
i learned to breathe underwater when i turned nine. i had to learn how to save myself. i’m still alive. how does it feel to be 20? or 25? well i can hardly remember, i just survive. so when we met i was startled, i finally awoke. blew out a breath full of water now that i’m not alone. i got a taste of the surface; i can’t let it go. i used to sink but now i float.
slow down, stop rushing this. it...
this means something to no one.
– http://twitter.com/petewentz/status/7442177825
you were gorgeous ‘til you gave out all your skin.